Jesus by My Side

Saw the ads yesterday.
Went to eat tonight.
It was huuuugeeeeeeEEEEEE...
Soooo HUGEEE!!!
Yes... It's the ultimate Carl's Jr.'s

THE PORTOBELLO
MUSHROOM BURGER

Mwuahahhahaha... $12.90. Quite expensive, but worth the try.
It consists of a thick piece of juicy Angus beef patty, sauteed portobello mushroom sunk between a piece of savory melted cheese, tomatoes & lettuce, all goodness clamped between two large pieces of sesame bun.
(the actual one has onions and mayonnaise)
YuummmmyyyY~

Then in the bus i felt like burping and farting all the wayyy.. Wuaakakkaa...
Niceeeee~

Gosh. 01:53 a.m.

A bit sleepy, I don't feel like sleeping yet. Haha. This evening during YRC the spectacle guy sms-ed me and said my specs is ready for collection. YAY!!! Now I can sleep anytime I want. Lol...

Yesterday, Remy treated me to dinner. Just now, Icha did. For her birthday too, although it has passed for few weeks. We went to this Indian restaurant called 'something'-di... HAHA.. I forgot the name, but it's located opposite Mustafa's side door. We ordered different kind of dishes, including Chicken Tikka Masala, Fish Goan Curry, Butter Naan, and some others. The food was damn nice!! What I love best is the Indian Chai (tea). It tastes like teh-tarik without the bubbly foam on the top. IT'S THE BEST!!! =D

Wow, it has just turned to 2:00 AM!! And I'm stil hereeee.. Na na na...

Went to Mustafa after dinner. Got a pillow finally. It costed me around 10 bucks. The pillow's not bad. Hehe.. Finally I can rest my head on a mushroom puff instead of a prata =P

Planning to go Ikea tomorrow afternoon to get a desk lamp (or whatever you call it). I need (want) it for my photography purposes. As I mentioned in my Facebook, I want my passion for photography to emerge. Been so long since I've really taken a photo. My Nikon has been sitting in the cupboard for such a long long long loooong time xD

Today during DoPeng, there was a part when I suddenly felt as if something was lifted away. I'm not sure exactly what has happened, but I'm quite sure God is doing something to me. I want Him to free me from whatever is binding me down, preventing me to get closer to Him. I believe with God's help, the devil stands no chance of winning! =D

AMEN!!!

 Hoaaaammmmm~~

Damn tired now, just got back from dinner two hours ago. Today's Remy's birthday, so she treated us to Nadaman — a Japanese restaurant located inside Shangrilla Hotel. During dinner, Sasa was sitting beside me. Then when I flipped open the menu, I was like "oh shit, what's this man?!" I just couldn't believe that one set meal actually costs $100++ My jaw almost dislocated itself from my face. I turned Sasa slowly and whispered to her, "all 100+ leh." I couldn't bring myself to order food this expensive, cause I was not the one paying for it. But luckily when I flipped towards the back of the menu book, the prices were okay, but still a little absurb.

The one which I find...

*sleep first, continue tmr*

HEYYY!! Hahaha.. I sort of fell asleep last night writing this post. Ok, I'm going to continue now...

So I was talking about the one dish that I find EXTREMELY-OH-SO-DELICIOUS and perfect texture, taste, everything bout it is soooo GOOD!!! And that's the SIRLOIN STEAK.. It was sliced when served though. But wow!! The color was superb, let alone the taste. It was done medium. DAMN NICEEEEE!!!~~~~

Then after that we "slacked" in the lobby, laughing and joking. Surprisingly we didn't get kicked out. HAR-DEE-HAR!!! xD

So before last night's birthday dinner, I was out with my mum from morning till noon. Made specs. Wanted to cry cause it was so EX!!
-___-"

While having lunch, I told her about paying for my own school fee at Le Cordon Bleu. SHE AGREEEDDDD!!! YAYYY!!! For the first time I'm actually going to pay for my something I've wanted so badly. It definitely feels different! =D

This morning (till now), I suddenly miss her a lot. I don't usually do that, but I don't know why I miss her now =(
I've never really missed her. We always fight (not physically). Now I feel a bit not wanting to go Australia =(
How? How? But I don't really want to live in Singapore. Not that I have anything against this country, but I want to try living in places with more 'nature'. I can't really do anything much in Singapore.

When I go out with my friends, we either watch movie, eat, or walk around a.k.a shop. Beside that, I'm always in front of my laptop, sitting for the whole day. I can start the term called "laptop couch" or whatever it is. For the past three years 80% of my activities is sitting down, slouching in front of my laptop!! No exercise, NOTHING!! My health has deteriorated, my posture has become so bad that I think I'm a bit hunched now =(

I should have taken my shower by now. Doa Pengerja at 2pm. But I feeeeel soooo laaaaziiieeee... *hoaeemmm*
I really feel like doing NOTHING today =(

 Aaahhh.. I reached school slightly early today.. Haha.. I'm always late for Thursday class =P

Finished my subculture report at 3am this morning.. Been sleeping only 4hours++ for two nights straight, that's why the crappy feeling now. Well, I don't exactly feel crappy. It's just that my head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning, but I just couldn'tl asleep.

Quite happy with my report though. Really tried to do it properly, unlike those previous ones (except the one for Jeremy's ARCS class). I researched from two books, only videos on web, and even did primary research. That was one funny thing, that primary research.

I sent a list of questions to Tiffany, hoping that she could forward it to her cosplaying friends, and she did. Thanks, Tiff!! =D
But only one replied 2-3 days after that. Seen my lecturer on Thurs, he suggested other aspect to consider, so I asked for Tiff's friend's e-mail (at that time I've known her only by her nickname, Mitsuki).

Reached home, added her on MSN. Then one night, a week before my submission, she was online and I proceeded to asked her the questions. And after she answered all the remaining questions, I asked for her real name, age and school. AND GUESS WHAT?! SHE TURNED OUT TO BE MY SECONDARY SCHOOL CLASSMATE!!! I was like OH-MY-GOSH!!!!!! =O

LoL~ Laugh out loud~ choke~ U-huk*U-huk~

Okay then, am in class now, lecturer's in front. Submitted my report. HALLELUJAAAAAHHHHH!!!! =D

 AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!~

Slacking too long!!

START DOING NOWWW!!

TWO MORE DAYSSS!!!

...tired =.=

Recently I have this very strong determination popped out from nowhere. And this has got me thinking through a lot.

If you want something, go get it.

All these while, I have been wanting a lot of things, but not wanting them badly enough to actually go after them. For example, I used to want to be able to play the guitar last year. At that point of time, you can say that I wanted it quite badly, but not to the level of which a final destination existed. I wasn't learning fast, and after some time, I gave up, although there was still a bit desire left. I decided that it's not for me, just let it go, I'm bored already.

Since young I've been the kind of person who always learn things halfway. I have wanted to play violin, took a lesson for two months, then dropped it. Tried to learn Korean language and Japanese, ended in the same way, but I managed to still self-learn Jap sometimes. Guitar. Dance. Fashion Design. Just name it, I've done it – halfway. (I'll go about my school life in the upcoming post.)

Now, I'm experiencing a feeling so strong, that I tell myself I really have to get there. I don't know how or if I'm able to, but I'm going there! That's my goal! And now I know it's different from previously, because now I have a God who supports me through anything. This is a dream I have laid out for my life. A few years ahead. A future. Plus, there are people I admire and look up to. People who inspire me (I'll talk about this in upcoming post too) to chase that goal, no matter how impossible it might seem. You'll never know if you don't even try!

Never underestimate yourself. You're so much better than you think you are!

Even if in the end you can't get the exact goal you've been targeting at, the process you go through with your determination will land you somewhere high. Somewhere you never expect you would be. Somewhere you feel proud for yourself. A self-fulfillment.

So friends, never give up. It may seem all so 'movie-like', but hey, this is what happens in reality too. And if you ever feel like giving up, read about people who have failed many times, got up, and succeed. Take Albert Einstein for example. How many time do you think he failed when trying to create the perfect lightbulb? 1000 times! Come' on, I don't think we have ever failed more times than him.

WE CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS US =D

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can achieve greatly."
- Robert F. Kennedy

 I practically took a real long break from my report research.
Continuing tomorrow morning.
Meeting Tiffany at 3pm @ Warung 613. I hope it's on. She hasn't replied my sms.
TLG News at 7pm. Haven't thought of any idea yet. Tomorrow morning.

Reminded me of a song "If Tomorrow Never Comes".

If tomorrow never comes.... I NO NEED DO MY WORK ALREADY LAH!!
Hahahhahaa!! =D

Okayyy...
Sleeping soon...
BYeeeee~

 OH-MY-GOSH

I AM SO ADDICTED  TO GOSPEL HIP-HOP!!

AWW MAN...

 Just two or three nights ago I had a dream.

I can't really recall the exact details, but there was this part whereby some people (including me) were in a restaurant. There were tables, and each represented a school. One of us was about to sit on a table (Le Cordon Bleu if not mistaken), then another one of us said: "No, not that one. I think this one is better." And (if i remembered correctly) it was something that sounded almost like 'cordon' or something like that.

Not that I didn't try to remember, but I just could not. Then just now, when I was pooping in the toilet (of course) and flipping through William Angliss Institute booklet, I stumbled upon a school called 'Gordon Institute' (a TAFE). I was like... "hey, this is something... "

So I went to look for it on the web and found the website. Since I've been in a dilemma of which school to choose (between William Angliss Institute and Le Cordon Bleu), I instantly thought, "maybe this is where I should go." But. BUT!! The school doesn't really appeal to me somehow. I'm doubting the quality of the course after reading through the PDF brochure.

The fee, however, is around 10k lesser than W.A.I for the Diploma, and 10k lesser for Cert IV in L.C.B.

I really don't know what to think. Is it just a coincidence, or is it something which God is trying to tell me. I don't know. Not yet currently.
I'm not really interested in that school though.

Speaking of which, yesterday I explained about LCD and WAI to Levina, and she initially suggested LCD. At that time, something was stirring in me. OMG, IT'S THE WORM MONSTER ATTACK! *swt* Haha... Now, I'm really, really, REALLY confuseeeedddddd~

HELLPPP!!
S.O.S!!!

*there're more than this issue I'm struggling now*
=(

 Had brunch with Levina at Coffee Club, Paragon. I wanted to order some kind of burger, but the photo on that page was some meatball dish (but the shape looked like a burger). I think the waiter thought I wanted to order that, but I said BURGER. Never mind. When the food came, the size of the meatball (looked more like a beef patty to me though) was half of the bread, which was supposed to be the same size as shown on the photo.

At first I tasted the chopped tomato gravy, paste, puree, whatever you call it. It tasted really YUMMY! But as I went about to cutting the meatball, it was DAMN HARD! I really mean HARD!!! I had trouble chewing till the end. The bread was nice though, 'cept that the middle got a bit soaky due to the sauce. My previous visit to that same branch was a bad dining experience too =(

BUT! I still love Coffee Club's Ice Mocha Vanilla! It's an almost perfect drink with an almost perfect combination. The color is also very pretty. From the most bottom layer, there's the chocolate sauce, then milk, top layer is coffee. Then a generous scoop of vanilla ice cream is added and a sprinkle of cinnamon for the finnish. LOVE IT!!! ❤

After meal, we sort of continued discussing about our school assignments. Three of us in a group, Ryan's at Beijing right now. HAHA! After which, we talked about stuffs. Yeah, stuffs. Am not going to say' em here. Too loooonnnnnggggg~

Man, I really regretted ordering that dish.
Stone patty.
Luckily the bread and tomato gravy covered its faulty taste.

Niteee...
Muaccchhhh ^^

 Just writing some more before I go to sleep. It's 12.17AM now.

I'm meeting Levina at Orchard tomorrow morning, 9.30AM, for our project. I'm quite alright with this assignment, but I kind of dislike the other one, which is report writing about a subculture. I have decided to work on cosplay, but I just don't know where to get started. I have been wanting to start since last week, but finding 3 books on this topic is really difficult! (unless I buy it from Kinokuniya) =/

No matter what, I've got really start working harder tomorrow. I keep failing to do so though. But, tomorrow will really be the day I'm going to start behaving in how I should. It's really hard to get rid of laziness, especially if it has been sticking with you for the past ten years. All these 2 years I've been wasting lots of my time. I will go to this topic in my upcoming post, it's gonna be quite long.

Let put it this way – I've finally realized that how things are now, they have to be CHANGED!! YESSSS!!

Five more minutes to a new day, and I've not done any of my assignments yet.
I was supposed to finish up quite a lot today, but I kept dragging, and dragging, and dragging... *sigh*
Can't keep going this way, tomorrow I've got to seriously start on both my classes' assignments, which are due next week!
(o >__< o)

I've finally decided to post on this site again, after a long long long long timeeee. There're many things that I've been wanting to let out. HAHA xD

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.


1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
* Can't Help Falling in Love by Elvis Presley

True true...


2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
* They Don't Want Music by B.E.P

...rebellious? Haha!

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY
* Bapa Yang Kekal by Franky.S

Harus mengikuti Tuhan Yesus...


4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
* おかえり (Welcome Home) by Ayaka

After a tiring day outdoor, it sure is nice to come back to home...



5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
* Blessed Be Your Name by Matt.R

Yes!1 To praise and worship God, to bless His name =D

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
* Heat of the Moment by various singer

So true!! I get bored of things very fast. That's what my mum always says =P


7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
* The Way to Begin by Krystal.M

...to begin laughter?


8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
* What Are We Living For by PRo

Yeahh... Live for Jesus!! =D

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
* All About You by Hillsong

...I don't get it    -____-"

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
* Jam by YUI

True true... We always have miscommunication! Haha!

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
* Love Story by Mariah.C

Hahaa... What else? =P

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
* 翅旁 (Wings) by JJ.Lin

Spread my wings and fly...

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
* Gangsta by Akon

...ummmmmm~

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
* Shao Nian (Youth) by Guang.L & Cao.G

...remember those time...


15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
* At The Cross by Hillsong

Yeah, am the Christ follower =D

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
* Reflections of You by Krystal.M

Yeahhh.. HAhhaa...


17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
* Bananza by Akon

Shake your booties people!! =D


18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
* Allah Perkasa by True Worshippers

Memuji Tuhan gitu lohh artinya...


19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
* A Neverending Dream by Cascada

Quite true...


20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
* Turn Off The Lights by PRo

I'm afraid of the dark... So what?!

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
* Magnificent by Hillsong

Cool.. I'm willing to die after I've done something great for God =)

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
* Daddy's Little Girl by Jesse.M

Well.. Something's somewhat true...

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
* Feelin' You by Jesse.M

Yeah.. Let me feel your fur puggy!! =D

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
* 嘸!你麥按怎 (Hey! Wadda'ya Want) by Machi

Yeah.. When people wanna fight with me...

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
* Aku Percaya by P. Niko

I know God will give me the best =)


26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
* Right Back in The Water by Jesse.M

HELPP!! AM DROWNING!! Lol~


27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
* Amazing Grace by Jars of Clay

Yeahhh.. When they can see God's love through me =)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
* Playboy by Machi

Hahahaa... Whatever it means...


29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
* Flying Without Wings by Westlife

When we try to walk by ourselves, we know we can't do it no matter what...

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
* You Raise Me Up by Westlife

Thank You, Jesus =)

Okay...

I'll be missing for quite a while...

Ciao...